Dear diary,

After much deliberation and procrastination, i've decided i'm gonna make a blog update for the sake of those who do read my blog. I won't be back in singapore after tomorrow noon because i'll have yet another confinement week. 3 weeks of confinement but 2 weeks of straight stay in before i get my ONE day off and then on goes the confinement period again.

Can't avoid it. I'll be having my 21st birthday in camp. Seriously can't wait for the weekend. Going sheesha hopefully. Have you girls saved up enough money yet for me? Ahahah! But seriously though! You girls don't have to! I actually thought of treating you girls to seesha but if you girls, insist please do! Ahahahahah!

Anyways, last weekend was spent catching up with my sister. By mean of a strange activity i must add. We gymmed like on saturday and sunday. Okay so not much of a catching up activity now is it. But i did have fun window shopping with her for the two days. Surprised to say, i'm more of a shopper than she is! I had to bloody hell force her to try on the clothes that we looked at along the way. But yeah, good time!

Update on love life? Come on seriously now. I'm not that desperate to be looking for love unlike some people i know. I'm pretty content with my life. And oh did i failed to mention i've been promoted? Yeah bby! That could only mean one thing! ORD LOH is reaching! 8 more months. Yeah. Wait i think i might have mentioned this already in my previous entry but whatever. And oh, back to the topic shall we. I'm not giving up on girls. As much as i'm not trying as hard because of how i've learnt to look at girls differently now (that they may not be worth the effort; don't blame me ladies, my last experience with r/s was pretty horrible and heart breaking). So yeah, i'm going with the flow. Tried, but the last girl i liked, let's just say, i can see her being just like my past experience, so better not try any further, so i gave up with her. So seriously KAT. I hope you get a grip of yourself. Stop playing games. Stop wanting to "try" boys out. As told by a friend of yours, not me.

A part of me still thinks that my ex was just one of those bitches god created. I still think there are better girls out there who deserves to be chased, deserved to be loved, deserved to be fought for. It's been what 7 months now? I'll wait another 7 more years if it'll take me that long. Because as much as i hate heartaches (still recovering, had a relapse last week), love is just that grand.

And oh, not to forget, good luck to Dharshy, Ditto and Cyra for their O's.

I can't wait to ORD and start school. Get back the circle of friends that i've lost. So anyways, that's all for now i guess. I'll update once i get back. And oh, don't forget! 5th NOVEMBER BBY! Don't forget to miss me!

Toodles!

See you when i get back on the 6th!